Problems II/III

All of the sleeping i am both doing & not doing when I should clearly be doing the opposite.

And that: i am not sure if it has even come close to mattering.

(The Execution of All) Things IV

Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head

Things III

autumn's early dark
has light come into my life?
i'm thinking of you

/

i've only read about your wounds
but they sound a lot like mine
and i understand your apprehension
but new love works faster than time

& i'm game if you're game
i'm down if you're down
we can do this slow
just please let me know

& i'm game if you're game
i'm down if you're down
& i've got to know
or i've got to go

but i'll just say it on record
i think i like you
i think i like you a lot
i like you a lot.

/

these are long states to drive through
when you are not on the other side

& these are long days to sleep through
to just wake up without you again

waves of autumn's grey light
threaten to wash the color out of everything
autumn's early dark
it is all the same.

there's no difference.
there's no difference.

Things II

i made this

sorry

Things

I don't know what to do.

Option i: hold on

Options ii through iii: degrees between ^ and v

Option iv: curl up into ball, tighter and tighter, until i become smaller than anything else in the universe, and just fall through the space between the atoms of my bed.

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I think I am going to make some diegetic sound/music(+)video recordings. I want to be able to look at the ocean and listen to "Do You Still Have to Go" all in the same youtube link. Maybe I will do this today and have it up later. Maybe it will help things make sense.

Problems

what do you do when the
only way to stay awayke
is to eat?

What trouble.

(for them)/(for you)

(for them)/(for you)
by Natural Light
10.6.10
wf-02

MEGAUPLOAD

1. (for them)

00:00-04:54 :: "Pursuit of Happiness (Nightmare)" - Kid Cudi (feat. MGMT and Ratatat)
04:54-08:06 :: "Scandal at the Parkade" - Owen Pallett
08:06-11:33 :: "Autoclave" - The Mountain Goats
11:33-17:10 :: "Runaway" - Kanye West (feat. Pusha T)
17:10-20:19 :: "Baby We'll be Fine (The National)" - covered by Mobius Band
20:19-20:30 :: "I Do What I Want When I Want (ringtone) - Xiu Xiu

2. (for you)

00:00-00:29 :: "Possible Love Interest (ringtone)" - Casiotone for the Painfully Alone
00:29-06:23 :: "Save Your Love for Me" - Suckers
06:23-11:16 :: "Red String" - Former Ghosts
11:16-14:45 :: "Green Gloves" - The National
14:45-17:20 :: "Half of Two Times Two (Newer Version)" - BARR
17:20-20:37 :: "Weaknesses" - Parenthetical Girls
20:37-24:28 :: "Simeon's Dilemma" - WHY?

X. (for anyone else)

A. "common yellowthroat (female)"
B. "i wished you fell"
C. "triptych"
D. "10-10-10"
E. "29th"
F. "http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gStSBJ1E5-A"

This probably took somewhere between 6-10 hours over the course of a week to get it just how I wanted it. Which probably seems really ridiculous, but it kind of takes a long time when you try to reevaluate something in the context of everything else. Which I probably did four or five times. The song that was the definitive inspiration for the whole thing didn't even end up included by the end.

There's some pictures included too.